bonda yang terulung

jika kau tanya:
kenapakah bonda tergamak menipu?

bukan satu jawapan aku boleh berikan:

bonda minta perhatian, ketika bonda sendirian di rumah agam
bonda minta bantuan, saat bonda benar-benar kesempitan
bonda minta perkhabaran, saat bonda benar-benar kerinduan
bonda minta doa, saat bonda benar-benar memerlukan
bonda minta sayang, saat bonda benar-benar kesakitan
bonda minta kasih, saat bonda benar-benar perlu belaian
bonda minta kelembutan,saat bonda benar-benar keperitan
bonda minta keikhlasan, saat bonda benar-benar keinginan

manakah anakanda, ketika bonda sendirian di ruang tamu.
manakah anakanda, ketika bonda sendirian ketakutan akan keberangkalian.
manakah anakanda, ketika bonda sendirian kelenguhan
manakah anakanda, ketika bonda sendirian menahan kepanasan

jgn mengalirkan airmata nanti kerana penyesalan
jgn mengalirkan airmata nanti kerana ketidaksempatan

kerana nanti itu kini
kerana kini bonda telah pergi

rindu nenek lagi dan lagi

go bla bla 2

their own opinions.
it doesn't have to matter you, anyway

go bla bla..

why people always say that everybody has their very own opinion.
and later,after two minute talking bout it
they get pissed because you tell them yours
fucking blaberss

aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!?????!!!!

konfius
mungkin?
lemah
mungkin?
na ah
shut up

techno ruins

knp aku harus gembira
knp ada skype
knp ada webcam
shittos

adios

picture talking(1)

this is what i want to include in my blog from now on.
present to you
'the picture talking'

ok, what im going to do is to talk about
anything related to the photos that i posted
anything i remembered at that scene & yes everything!
n pretty sure its pictured how bored i am when creating this post..
HAHA

ok this piece was taken on October 18th
and snap by the person i love most besides my family and gfs
(siap explain..nnt ade yang kecik ati)
hee..
yes, picture lies..and i am totally not that happy..
with that big smile.its fake.
well people, im excellent in pretending good while im not actually..
i guess that is why i still mentally strong for whatever came across my life
(ok.sgt tipu)

back to business,
yana and me were at one of the place that brings us into the state of hell nervousness..
i dont know why..
when i look at others, they're totally calm
but both of us just..
dup dup dup..beating hard baby
dont know if its just me..but i gotta feeling yana feel it too..kan?

and yes,
this place put me into high level of curiosity as well
i want to know, whats inside,
the peoples, the atmosphere and life there.
and from what they told me, its sounds all bad
yup, its freakin true!!!
pity u darl..

and, the moment picture was taken
my mind keep and keep thinking of those things
but to not let anyone morally down
i present my big,huge,sincere but fake smile to whoever snap this pic
thanks,
it ended up very beautiful and brilliant!
i love it.

on that day,
im wearing the same cardi that i wore for the last 5 days..geeheee
yana, wore a top from my blogshop,
somebody wearing jeans shirt..wakakaka
the last day till today, i ever met the person i stated above..
im holding my tears for almost every minutes there.

ok,enough for this pic
till we meet for the next









miss you.