tuhan menduga dugaan yang setimpal dgn kemampuan kita..

ape perasaan mak sekarang ek..
da seminggu lebey raya, tapi still tak jumpe lagi sibs de..
tp kalo tgok dr luaran mak cam ok.sbb mungkin family mak sendiri da besar..

tp camne kalo mak bukak lelaman sosial org len,
then, de tgok pics org len hepi2 dgn keluarga nya..
ape perasaan de sebenarnye ek..
nk tanye takut de lagi sedey.

dulu aku penah ckp ngn mak,
pasal sesuatu,,
dan mak jawab

'tapi mak kesian..mak syg de cam wawa syg kakak,,'

btol jugak,
kalau pon gado ngn kakak,
kalau pon akak buat silap,
still, aku ttp syg kakak,,
aku ttp geram kalo org ckp burok psal akak..
samalah dgn mak...

ya Allah,jauhkan perasaan hasad dengki, burok sangka, kedekut, pemalas, dan keaiban kepada keluargaku..berilah kekuatan dan ketenanganmu pada ibuku..amin amin..

dan knp perlu antenna cancel??
lemah lagi~

setelah pada setiap ari isnin selama sebulan aku telah ponteng dcomm
akhirnye pada hari isnin ini..
aku pergi jua!
itupun
insyaAllah..huhu

i was wondered if all of them can actually think rationally..
and through whatever happen between us patiently.
im sad and angry as well, when my dear beloved mummy was treated like that..
as a daughter and sister, i know how my mom's feel at the moment..
she loves her family and sibs..
but why cant them..love her as what she is..
how could they treat mom that way..owh, i can still remember how mom's face when she talk to aunt..i can remember her voice tone..shaky, frustrated mixed up

dun take her for granted,
if u ask for help..i noe she willing to do so..
im no longer a baby, i understand everything
i noe everything..what happen to your family and i can tell as well
but mom teach me to be nice to everyone..
talk whenever need..not to talk nonsense or someone's bad

she helped you before,
she suffered because of you,
she had a fight with her husband because of you.
cant u appreciate her?
because of that amount, you willing to give up your relation?
you willing to hurt your sis??
i have no word to say.

is this a syndrome?
for someone who successful in life?
are you success enough?
can you tell your self that u are 'somebody' right now?
the words that u said to my mom..i will remember it forever..
your time will arrive..if not now, soon.

eh budak!
jangan asyek berangan je..
jangan asyek nk pikir diri ko,samok ko, hal ko, pemende sume ko ko n ko je..
jangan nk susahkan org..
wat keje ko..
jgn dok tunggu org wat kan..
jgn dok tiru je sambil wat muke kesian..
annoying tawu?


ko mesti tawu..