the arrivals.

the arrivals.
satu film or mungkin lebih sesuai sebagai dokumentari
aku rase, pengarah the arrivals ni nak bagi satu pendekatan atau pemikiran baru
tentang segala2nya yang melibatkan kedatangan dajjal
dierg cam exposekan usaha 'the elite' utk butakan mata, hati, minda kite sume supaya kite pon nnt tergolong di antara yang menyokong syaitan.

sama ade sume yang dierg film kan tu satu kebetulan atau mmg dirancang.
tu laen cerita..yang penting, bagi aku mmg byk yang betul...
mmg banyak yang aku sendiri dah terikut dan terpengaruh
atau mungkin aku sendiri dah ter-trap dengan agenda 'the elite'
btw, 'the elite' are the gp of people that has been rulling the world since ages which come from the satanic bloodlines..

they hv their hidden agenda or rule:

to deride god by appearances, actions and behavior and to introduce new global religion that teaches "you are the god"..

the arrivals discovered materials behind their strategies to control our mind from all sorts of medium..

• technology, politic, entertainment, education, economy and everything we need to continue our life based on new world order.
• the arrivals provide information regarding the the elite who worship Satan, Antichrist dajjal, satanic culture and practiced, the arriving of Imam mahdi, Jesus and many more

memang banyak yang buatkan aku terfikir...
lagi satu, the arrivals nih bkn semata2 pendedahan utk org islam tp pendedahan utk semua agama yang percaya kepada satu tuhan iaitu Allah..
tak tahu la nih sume sumber yang betul ke tak..aku just tertarik nk tgok vids nih..bile imam kat masjid sebut psl the arrivals utk ceramah maal hijrah.
so, just tengok and pikir sendiri.

like humans, there are good jinn and bad ones.there are ones who are pious and worship god and others who don't. and they exist in parallel dimension...and god has specifically warn us and them, that cross dimensional travel and communication is forbidden. therefore, there can be no such thing as a good jinn working with you..because in essence he/she is violating god's command..

betol ke ape yang derg ckp nih?mende nih buat aku macam...mcm semua2 perasaan ade..tatau nk ckp camne?tapi kalo fikir cam betul..hmm..tatau la kan..

bodyguards and assassins

the most touching movie i ever watched!!!!
berani la aku kata camtu utk movie ni..
they picture love, spirit, need and loyalty just perfectly. w/out over-doing it.
actor's expression pulak mmg tip top
seyes kawan2, sgt terkesan..
pegilah tgok cite nih.. semua scene sgt teliti. semua scene ade cerita yang dekat dgn kita..
dan yang penting hampir setiap scene memang boleh buat aku menangis.

cerita ni actually a story about the efforts of certain rakyat China(bodyguards) to protect Dr Sun( known as father of modern china) bile lawatan Dr sun ke HK di bawah Dinasty Qing dan jajahan Inggeris. Kesungguhan sesetengah rakyat yang tergolong dr cendiakawan, org2 penerbitan dan org2 yang inginkan kemajuan China yg bantu protect Dr sun from an assassination attempt. (askar2 dibawah dinasty Qing)

Dalam usaha tu..bykla kisah2 yang menyentuh hati..
selain dr aksi2 kungfu dlm tu..byklah pengorbanan yg dilakukan semata2 utk dptkan revolusi utk rakyat2 china yang laen

yang penting, pegi la tengok..
awl2 masa aku tgok nih, aku pelik lah...knp semua org cina jeeee..
aku tak amik port pon mase beli tiket
layan je la cite ape2 yang ade..
haha...dan beberapa minit pertama cerita mmg boring sikit.
warm up la kan..pastu dijamin hebat
tgok weh..admirable btol cerita nih.
sangat terkesan..
aku bagi seploh starss!

thanks punctuation: zipped it

A woman without her man is nothing

A woman, without her man, is nothing

A woman: without her, man is nothing

isn't it fair?
HAHA
i like this so much rite now..keep reading it with diff intonation.
and its damn true lah!
esp the last sentence kan kan kan..
baahahaha..

ok,

sy perempuan yang sgt sgt sgt sgt sgt suke shopping di health store

takut tak?

erk

maal hijrah.

salam maal hijrah semua
jangan takut untuk berhijrah
walaupun hijrah kecil tp dari situ mungkin mendorong kite berhijrah kepada yang lebih besar
insyaAllah

tahun ni..mungkin penghijrahan terbesar untuk aku
insyaAllah kalau ade rezeki tahun ni dapatlah abis degree
dan selepas tu mungkin kerja atau mungkin sambung belajar lagi atau mungkin kahwin...keh3x
bergantung pd rezeki
tapi setiap kali nk melalui fasa baru dlm hidup lah yang plg interesting skali
plg men-teruja-kan!most exciting!

semoga tahun ni..
di pjgkan umur supaya dpat lagi tambah amal soleh
dan dapat tolong2 family
dan dapat bahagiakan mak ayah(paling teringin nk buat seumur hidup)
dimurahkan rezeki
diberikan ketenangan dan kebahagiaan donia akhirat..amiin

dan,
semoga keluarga jauh dr umpatan keji dan hina
fitnah2 yang mengaibkan
dan yang penting
mendapat kemaafan dr manusia...
kerana kemaafan Allah, insyaAllah kita dapat....
kerana Allah sifatnya mmg Maha Mengampuni
tp kemaafan manusia plg susah...
walau manusia ciptaan Allah paling hebat tetap manusia byk kelemahannya..
seperti saya..

amiin,amiin..

syukur semalam dapat doa akhir dan awl tahun..
bila muhasabah diri setahun yang lepas
byk pulak bende jahat dr yang baik
mintak2 tahun nih dpat naek taraf sikit..
tak la aku jd loser.

you can tell me,what love is?

in my life theres been heartache and pain,
I don't know if i can face it again,
Can't stop now..
I've travelled so far,
To change this lonely life..

I want to know what love is,
I want you to show me,
I want to feel what love is,
I know you can show me....

change your life by changing your haircut.

nk potong rambut lagi!!!!

kasi potong kasi potong...
potong potong potong jangan tak potong!!!!hahahaha..
mmg perlu sebab aku dah rimas rimau dah ni..haha
de cam merase nyamuk ke lipas ke di mane2 bhgn badan..
dan yang penting saye nmpak matang (xnak ngaku tua..haha) dgn ini rambut..
dah la nemok.matang plak kan..haha. tak comel.=))
nk potong.nk rambut baru yang baru.
kang kalo aku da geram, aku potong ambot cam jacob kang..baru tau..
haha..

tak la.aku nk jadikan de kemas sikit jek..

ok..ini rambot aku skang..

yang sebelah kiri tuh, pandangan sisi rambot aku yang hampeh..
konon la nk buat mcm stacy..pfft..
hancur ambot adelah!
tp mase tu nk potong ambot sesangat dan menyahut cabaran ade la sorg manusia
de kata, asek same je potong ambot...potong ar len sikit..hmm..
ni la jdnye..terima kasih..rambot sy mcm pakai mangkuk...hahaha

yang sebelah kanan, pandangan hadapan la semestinya la kan...
dan ye..rambot sudah melebihi bahu dan sudah telampau pjg!
x suke.da la nmpk jahat.nk potong cam yang dolu2

yang macam ini.
nmpk muda sikit dan tak lah telampau pjg
dan tak lah bile makan, ngan rambot2 pon aku nk makan skali
duyai.


dan ini,aku pakai yg pakai selendang
cutekan?
haha, yelah kiut sebelom kuar rumah
selepas?
.ha alif ra mim.

p.s:da lame aku tade post yang kepompuanan mcm ni...gee=D

bile aku asyik merungut, dikatakan aku negatif
bile aku cakap ape yang aku rase, die pulak yang melatah!
aku malas lah pikir kata2 ko yang rosakkan kualiti hidup aku, nnt ko ckp aku malas befikir,
kau bimbing aku utk berubah, susah mmg susah.
separuh jalan shj, ko yang kembalikan aku kepada ku yang dulu....
aku putus asa hendak pulihkan keadaan..
sebab setiap usaha aku ko patahkan dengan kesalahan aku,kata2 sinis ko..
ko bukan maksum, tidak penah buat salah..
rse hebat ke bile org rse sedih?rse hebat ke menyalahkan org?rse hebat ke?
sia-sia ke kisah kite dulu?
aku ikhlas, tp ikhlas bkn senang nk dizahirkan
aku ckp berjuta juta kali pon, kalo ko ttp tak mahu tengok dgn akal dan hati bersih
tetap sama.

kasihankan aku kawan.
aku bilang mental ku tak sekuat kamu
cube ingat yang dulu-dulu
jgn asyek henyak aku

ko penting.ko terbaik.ko aku sayang.
ko sahabat lelaki terbaik aku.sumpah.

i love my boy bestfriend!

i think it would be easier to hv a boy as a best friend if people dont easily jump into conclusions...dont you think it far way better than...
a girl and a boy can't be a bestfriend..
WTH..
for god's sake
i will never believe that..

sunday breakfast=))

today is nice sunday
mak, akak and me hd good private time to talk about everything..
such a freeing and releasing from emotional strain i guess..
talk important and bla bla things(kinda gossip) with them..lol
we laugh at certain issues..seriously its funny when we discuss about whats happening to our family recently..
they about to get what they deserved..
and we will continue watch them while hving such beautiful sunday breakfast like today
i like it..
i love my family esp my mom.i think u guys noticed it too..
thanks Allah.

aku benci kau yang berlagak good!!!

jangan menilai aku
perlukah menilai aku
terima aku seadanya

ko berbual mcm kenal aku
nk kene gelak ngn aku ke ape?
sape lagi kenal aku
aku atau engkau

jgn berlagak good
jgn nmpkkan kebodohan azali kau
jd org yang harmoni
buang la cita-cita tersirat kau
hormat manusia lain

jgn caci,jgn hina,jgn herdik aku
jika ko sama shj
jgn buat aku jengkel
aku bkn pemaaf tp aku mmg pelupa

aku akan lupakan
kisah kau, cara kau, sadis kau
tp aku tak penah putus doa pd tuhan aku
utk ko yang perdaya aku, ko yang menganiaya aku
utk dapat hak ko yg paling wajar
cash!

normal is good.for me and for you

met my besties just now.

we did normal things when we're together..

HAHA, i cant keep my mouth shut even for a second..

bercakap,ketawa, mengumpat, megutuk..

penat tp menggembirakan

i had fun today

how about you fren?

I.M : owh ye, i go for the next round of new moon td..wahaha..and my job is mengomen la ape lagi.n ye, saya menghasut yana ke team jacob!dan sy berjaya!

i believes and learned as you.

experience is what you get if you don't.
i believes.
&
everything happen for a reason.
i believes.
&
accept what life holds for me with composure.
i learned.
&
nothing conveys my love better than praying on someone's behalf.
forgive me or forget me.i'll pray for your happiness.

forgive and forget.why so hard?

forgive and forget
word that commonly said.
this is the last way for us to have the strength to move on.
what else we can do, everybody make mistakes..
most important is how we deal with it..someone said that to me..
the barrier to do forgive and forget is actually ourself..
it's a good advice, but its not that practical..easy for them to say it..but not to practice it..
yup..we are human being.
we tend to be right when anyone wrong us,
when someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back..
believe me..dont blame ourself or others if they do that
its not wrong.its nature.its what life teach us.
that's what real human do to protect themself.
and that's the reason why its hard to forgive and forget
not easy as they say..not easy as we listen.
but at the same time, without that..nothing gonna change
no wounds heal, old score wont settle.
the most we can hope for
is one day we are lucky enough to forget
atleast...
if we unable to forgive..

it's a new moon lah korang!

ppl who dont like..

dont hv to watch and dont hv to talk la..

actually ceritanya jiwang...mmg motif utama cerita tu bg aku ialah cinta or kasih sayang..

so jgn expect lebey la ok...tak yah la beranggapan macam cerita fiction ke epic ke...

mmg simple..

tp in this new episode, the most terkesan is when jacob(one of the werewolves) seems very determined to win bella...he tried everything to please bella..

most of his script are powerful to show such great love he carries for bella...

die pun tak putus asa, and paling menyentuh dan meruntun perasaan

even die tak dapat bella, die takde pon berbuat jahat pada bella(in this case cam make up story yang bukan2 psl vampires...and die pun bagitahu hal yang sebenar....)

he tells bella the truth...and even buat tuh sume untuk jaga bella...

sgt baik hati...sgt budiman...sgt lelaki

even, bella ckp

'i love you, but please dont make me choose...because i will choose him(edward)...'

die tetap try to protect bella smpai edward sendiri said like this

'thank you for protecting bella, when i'm not here....'

owh ye kawan2, edward refuse utk teruskan perhubungan dgn bella with reason bella is not good enough for him..

mmg la de buat reason tuh utk selamatkan bella dr dunia vampire de...tp ttp la aku frust.
mcm tuh je de tgglkan bella, and bile jacob da jage bella, and de plak cam tersalah faham yang bella da mati..

de cam nk create sin(expose diri de yang cam crystal tu depan public) so die akan dibunuh oleh vampires yang power kat italy...alahai lembik btol...

poster pun clear nmpk yang jacob lagi hero kan??hee

back to jacob, yup he used to look like red indian before..
before he joined the werewolves gang and hv his hair cut
with his long black hair ,sharp eye and eyebrow..looks as he is beautiful man..but mmg btol pon..hensem ah!!
pastu teringat plak mase dulu2...aku paling benci org pggl aku red indian
sebabnye...

aku belah tgh rambut, mata sepet, kulit cam coklat berkilat..wakakak..so org pgl red indian...

tp kawan kawan bile da tgok jacob!owh hell yeah!silelah la pgl saya red indian lg i rela you!wakaka...sgt cool je de okey!
selepas die join the club pon de masih hensem la kan...tp tak sedecent dulu.. tak caye?tgok ar pic nih..

before

after..

soal-tanya

hari ini sebelum kita mengatakan kata kata yang tidak baik
fikirkan tentang seseorang yang tidak dapat berkata-kata sama sekali

sebelum kita mengeluh tentang rasa dari makanan
fikikan tentang seseorang yang tidak punya apapun untuk dimakan

sebelum anda mengeluh tidak punya apa-apa
fikirkan tentang seseorang yang meminta minta di jalanan

hari ini sebelum kita mengeluh tentang hidup
fikirkan tentang seseorang yang meninggal terlalu cepat

dan di saat kita letih dan hidup dalam kesusahan
tersenyum dan berterima kasihlah kepada tuhan kerana kita masih hidup


lumrah manusia tidak pernah puas dengan kepunyaan sendiri
lumrah manusia tidak pernah hargai apa yang dimiliki
&
lumrah manusia adalah jawapan paling tepat untuk segala persoalan dalam diri

HIMYM

WHAT UP BRO!!!

barney said..

i love this series...HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER
(& i seriously love
how we used to pronounce it huda...kinda british there...lol..perasan nk mampos kott)
glad this comedy series is nominated for sort of best comedies drama i guess...

this show is AWESOME!!!!!
high pitch pleaseee...
haha

making money through world wide web
im thinking bout that in future
imagine money fly to you while u sitting in front of your pc
facebooking,blogging,tumblr and twetting the amount of money gained
wonderful life kan?

lempeng

"ayah tak boley la makan lempeng.....sedih..."

nostalgia ayah rupenye.
sob3x.

miss blackberry promotion

owh why owh why
i want blackberry so much now
please digi come to johor, you and your brilliant promotion
i swear, i'll be the first person queing for my
lovely blackberry!!!!

why must klang????!!!
jauh sgt lah
klo kat melaka bley gak turun..hahah.
nganggup!

nemind,
if not bb,
i choose e71 or e72
cool enough aite.
e72 better la
or ipod touch
or n97
or shut up!

waaaaa
bb,bb,bb
soon,i'll catch u k baby!

p/s: i heard adek akish grab 1 bb curve just for rm99.hmm.
now everybody can hv one lah!
so bb's owner,dun blagak okeyh!wahahaha

the hunchback of notre dame

the loving,
the mild,
the passion,
the kindness,
the gracious,
the sympathetic,

the life,

the hatred,
the anger,
the sorrow,
the hostility
the venom,
the revenge,


huge sighhh

&

last whyyy..

deep and meaningful

no one will understand mr hunchback, except me.
&
they who breathe the same air.

owh whyy.

bonda yang terulung

jika kau tanya:
kenapakah bonda tergamak menipu?

bukan satu jawapan aku boleh berikan:

bonda minta perhatian, ketika bonda sendirian di rumah agam
bonda minta bantuan, saat bonda benar-benar kesempitan
bonda minta perkhabaran, saat bonda benar-benar kerinduan
bonda minta doa, saat bonda benar-benar memerlukan
bonda minta sayang, saat bonda benar-benar kesakitan
bonda minta kasih, saat bonda benar-benar perlu belaian
bonda minta kelembutan,saat bonda benar-benar keperitan
bonda minta keikhlasan, saat bonda benar-benar keinginan

manakah anakanda, ketika bonda sendirian di ruang tamu.
manakah anakanda, ketika bonda sendirian ketakutan akan keberangkalian.
manakah anakanda, ketika bonda sendirian kelenguhan
manakah anakanda, ketika bonda sendirian menahan kepanasan

jgn mengalirkan airmata nanti kerana penyesalan
jgn mengalirkan airmata nanti kerana ketidaksempatan

kerana nanti itu kini
kerana kini bonda telah pergi

rindu nenek lagi dan lagi

go bla bla 2

their own opinions.
it doesn't have to matter you, anyway

go bla bla..

why people always say that everybody has their very own opinion.
and later,after two minute talking bout it
they get pissed because you tell them yours
fucking blaberss

aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!?????!!!!

konfius
mungkin?
lemah
mungkin?
na ah
shut up

techno ruins

knp aku harus gembira
knp ada skype
knp ada webcam
shittos

adios

picture talking(1)

this is what i want to include in my blog from now on.
present to you
'the picture talking'

ok, what im going to do is to talk about
anything related to the photos that i posted
anything i remembered at that scene & yes everything!
n pretty sure its pictured how bored i am when creating this post..
HAHA

ok this piece was taken on October 18th
and snap by the person i love most besides my family and gfs
(siap explain..nnt ade yang kecik ati)
hee..
yes, picture lies..and i am totally not that happy..
with that big smile.its fake.
well people, im excellent in pretending good while im not actually..
i guess that is why i still mentally strong for whatever came across my life
(ok.sgt tipu)

back to business,
yana and me were at one of the place that brings us into the state of hell nervousness..
i dont know why..
when i look at others, they're totally calm
but both of us just..
dup dup dup..beating hard baby
dont know if its just me..but i gotta feeling yana feel it too..kan?

and yes,
this place put me into high level of curiosity as well
i want to know, whats inside,
the peoples, the atmosphere and life there.
and from what they told me, its sounds all bad
yup, its freakin true!!!
pity u darl..

and, the moment picture was taken
my mind keep and keep thinking of those things
but to not let anyone morally down
i present my big,huge,sincere but fake smile to whoever snap this pic
thanks,
it ended up very beautiful and brilliant!
i love it.

on that day,
im wearing the same cardi that i wore for the last 5 days..geeheee
yana, wore a top from my blogshop,
somebody wearing jeans shirt..wakakaka
the last day till today, i ever met the person i stated above..
im holding my tears for almost every minutes there.

ok,enough for this pic
till we meet for the next









miss you.

the untold story

OK..selepas berbakul cerita duka n sedih..let me tell u something about what makes today special to me.

a year
a wonderful year
something that i should celebrate with somebody.hee..smile=)
nevermind..i celebrate jgak..tp sensorg dlm bilik mkn mcd n smbil tgok how i met ur mother n of coz a vid cal.sedey.=(
it tough actually, this kind of decision buat org lagi fikir aku terok.
well, aku da tak kesah..
mmg slalu pon org anggap mcm tu kat aku..
im not that emo..i know someday truth reveal..hee

dulu, mungkin till today..kwan2 sekelompok galak becerita sesama sendiri
aku salah, tp mrk tak bg peluang utk sesi penerangan
tp tak perlu pon peluang,sbb kelompok mrk sentiasa betol n aku sentiasa salah
dan skali lagi. aku refuse utk becerita.
ada yang emosional..smpai menangis.bkn salah aku, bkn salah die
tp nmpaknye, kawan becerita mcm sungguh2 salah aku..
apekan daya..terima la saje..

aku happy.ade die.yg juga happy.ade aku.
sometimes sedey lah.
tp we learn something from experiences whether it is sad or happy.
sume cerita ktrg kongsi.supaya pengalaman yang lalu tak repeat lagi.
cukuplah.sakit ati kalo fikir2..

cume ntah la aku nih perasan sendiri ke pe kan
tp ade jek nnt yang amek tawu.. tak tahu la macam mane de amek tawu..
mungkin dr yg bgtau.mungkin la..tak nak jd prejudis kat sini

owh.ini entry happy.harus sy happy..
tp ini serious, sy tak tahu becerita.
tak tahu nk bgtau semuanye. malu la mungkin
but yup that is me..i want to change that.so org akn tahu aku tak berpura2
aku bkn berahsia status, aku bkn sahabat yang tiada peri or bla vla mla nla..
aku tak sanggup nk cerita kat org semua kesah aku..
hidup aku..lelagi pd org yg aku blom tahu ikhlas nye pd aku
dan sape tahu..cerita yang aku ceritakan pdnya akan diceritakan pd org laen
dgn alasan, i dont know how to lie, i failed! my face cant lie!
owh ok..alasan kukuh la sgt
tp takkan rahsia ko, rahsia family ko..
kalo ade org tanye,ko bercerita jgakkan..kenapa boley plak?knp excellent plak bermuka2..wondering~
dan cerita aku jga dicerita kan..
tp chill la aku bkn marah. aku just frust

kisah dulu bkn semua tak indah.
aku hargai semua yang exist in my life dulu.
sbb kamu semua bawa cerita yang belainan.
kamu jdkan aku bualan cerita,kamu kesahkan hidup aku, kamu sebarkan berita bg phak aku.

yg dulu bkn tak happy,
happy..terima kasih sgt2..cume itulah
kepercayaan die bkn pd aku
pd kwn2 nya..pd yang mengambil berat pdnya, pd penyampai2 nya..
jd, ini lah yang tejadi
aku bg masa, yang dulu diam
aku diam, yang dulu pura2 tak tahu plak..
mungkin ego
hmm..sekali lagi.aku tak reti bercerita.dan kau tak phm aku
aku tak tahu nk mulakan.tak tahu nk mengadu dan mendesak..
itu salah aku.dan aku perbetulkan utk yg ini.

dan pd sabahat.sorry buat ko menangis dan sedih
aku tak merancang
aku tak menghebahkan
cerita ini dtg dr diri kau.dan jgn aku plak disalahkan
aku diam utk jaga kau.aku biarkan aku jd bualan.utk jaga kau..
tp ko yang create the story
jd what should i do, i just wait n see n probably tell u the truth,someday
or ko da tawu cerita sebenar???i bet u know everything
geeeheee

i learn so many things.
i accept it all with my open arm(i dunno y i hate this sentence)
i welcome every single thing my friends do to me.
i appreciate u the most, thanks for the understanding and support
may many more blissful years for u and me in the future.
happy our day
happy saturday
happy good day
thanks
regards.

p.s. manusia yang ikhlas,sila doakan kami.

tuhan menduga dugaan yang setimpal dgn kemampuan kita..

ape perasaan mak sekarang ek..
da seminggu lebey raya, tapi still tak jumpe lagi sibs de..
tp kalo tgok dr luaran mak cam ok.sbb mungkin family mak sendiri da besar..

tp camne kalo mak bukak lelaman sosial org len,
then, de tgok pics org len hepi2 dgn keluarga nya..
ape perasaan de sebenarnye ek..
nk tanye takut de lagi sedey.

dulu aku penah ckp ngn mak,
pasal sesuatu,,
dan mak jawab

'tapi mak kesian..mak syg de cam wawa syg kakak,,'

btol jugak,
kalau pon gado ngn kakak,
kalau pon akak buat silap,
still, aku ttp syg kakak,,
aku ttp geram kalo org ckp burok psal akak..
samalah dgn mak...

ya Allah,jauhkan perasaan hasad dengki, burok sangka, kedekut, pemalas, dan keaiban kepada keluargaku..berilah kekuatan dan ketenanganmu pada ibuku..amin amin..

dan knp perlu antenna cancel??
lemah lagi~

setelah pada setiap ari isnin selama sebulan aku telah ponteng dcomm
akhirnye pada hari isnin ini..
aku pergi jua!
itupun
insyaAllah..huhu

i was wondered if all of them can actually think rationally..
and through whatever happen between us patiently.
im sad and angry as well, when my dear beloved mummy was treated like that..
as a daughter and sister, i know how my mom's feel at the moment..
she loves her family and sibs..
but why cant them..love her as what she is..
how could they treat mom that way..owh, i can still remember how mom's face when she talk to aunt..i can remember her voice tone..shaky, frustrated mixed up

dun take her for granted,
if u ask for help..i noe she willing to do so..
im no longer a baby, i understand everything
i noe everything..what happen to your family and i can tell as well
but mom teach me to be nice to everyone..
talk whenever need..not to talk nonsense or someone's bad

she helped you before,
she suffered because of you,
she had a fight with her husband because of you.
cant u appreciate her?
because of that amount, you willing to give up your relation?
you willing to hurt your sis??
i have no word to say.

is this a syndrome?
for someone who successful in life?
are you success enough?
can you tell your self that u are 'somebody' right now?
the words that u said to my mom..i will remember it forever..
your time will arrive..if not now, soon.

eh budak!
jangan asyek berangan je..
jangan asyek nk pikir diri ko,samok ko, hal ko, pemende sume ko ko n ko je..
jangan nk susahkan org..
wat keje ko..
jgn dok tunggu org wat kan..
jgn dok tiru je sambil wat muke kesian..
annoying tawu?


ko mesti tawu..

lelaki dan ego mmg serasi,
ego pelangkap rasmi lelaki,
Lelaki nmpk cool n penuh sifat2 kelakian jika ada ego,
Xde ego lelaki,lelaki mcm bacul n dayus..btol ke?
Tongong je nmpknye..

Tp,
Disebabkan ego lelaki,
Byk bende tepaksa dikorban.
Byk perkahwinan lebur,
Byk ank2 kecil sedih sndr,
Byk isteri2 tpaksa blakon happy,
Byk wanita ada title j yg digeruni,
Byk wanita sedih sorok problem dlm hati,
Byk relation yg mati..

Wahai lelaki,
Ko tip top ble ego disisi,
Tp gune la otak n hati,
Org yg ko sygi sume kecewa,
Ikatan yg ko hargai dah xmungkin bahagia,
Hanya kerana benda yg xzahir,si ego bodoh!

luvly handbags..

i love this one because this is my present for mom's 42 bday..heee.vogue la ma!

i love my goldie guess forever n ever..

i love this toooo!!!colours come to me and shine!!!

i love all my handbags..but because all my handbags are nice and hot!(pasan mode si sini),
sume org gune sesuki ati hempedu limpa die...
n most frustating
mereka tak geti jage lansung!!!!!huwaaaaaa
i manage to jaga my bag 2 thun tade pape, skali jatuh kat org len tros ranap
sy kecewa!sy kecewa!sy kecewa...

handbags, i love u all..selagi i masih benyawa..u ol akan selamat i jaga penuh cinta dan kasih sayang..mwah3x..

(pd hari kejadian) -

kwn baek: wa, muke ko nmpk mcm ade masalah
aku : tak lah

(dinihari ini) -

aku: yela, mmg ada masalah la kawan baek. aku tak boley tdo mlm... bole tiduri aku?
erk..

i am a daughter of insomnia right now.
sleeping only when time reaching 4..
enjoying the moment alone even i have nothing to do, still i couldnt sleep..
doing something stupid like menengok spontan, menengok gamba, tapi tak mengulang kaji pelajaran..hmmm
i wonder its actually affect me in a bad way or not..
i just sometimes feel the relaxing sense when nobody alive yet.
its like all the energy from persekitaran combined together n meresapi diriku..
listening to the fan sound, birds, n yep! sound out from my laptop.
but soon, i have to put the end to this habit. i need my full strength energy in my day..
pls sleep dear ezla pls pls pls...pls hv a good night sleep..

p.s im waiting for friday...its nearly 1 month already..

its me time..

my first day sahur at utm with uits,jill,paari and aimi..
derr..i'm not in the mood to eat but i must!!!!.
it is due to the acidic juice inside my tummy.
yes fren, i suffer from gastrik this whole 3 days.ffuhhh..menguji keimanan dan ketaqwaan sy sungguh ye..
and, at this time..
the reason y i dun wanna sleep yet is because i'm waiting for subuh's call..
if not like this,
i might miss it..
n miss solat in ramadhan is totally not cool at all man...huhu
k2, later cont..azan berkumandang.regard&salam

Jangan biarkan sehari dalam hidupmu berlalu tanpa memikirkan tentang islam

kesyukuran nikmat..

aku bersyukur masih dapat melihat sinar matahari
bersyukur mempunyai insan2 yang aku sayangi
bersyukur ada kesempatan berjumpa mereka lagi
bersyukur masih ada kehidupan di hari ini


semoga sentiasa aku besyukur
syarat seorg hamba abdi
terima kasih ku ya rahman ya rahim
engkau maha pemurah dan menyayangi

the beginning!

p.s: lets come to our place, and enjoy urself girls!!!

welcome everybody!!!

=((

ok kekawan da nak nek sem..ape lagi beli la ko punye sabun,bedak,shampoo,sikat,stokin..memacam ar..
jgn lupey A4 paper utk bajet paling minima..indah kiat yang indah..well, belom dapat dwet jpa lagi..
ok..sem baru biase ar..blok baru..tp aku tersisih kali nih..s21..sensorg maybe.blom tawu sape kawan2 yang menetap kat situ lagi..
n masalah pon menimbul2..
camne broadband nih..camne aku nk on9..huu..uits ko patut pindah dedekat ngn aku..
ngn toilet kat bwh..aku nye bilik kat atas..duyai,leceh la memalam camnih..
ade aku tido kat tangga kang..hahaha

last week..ade cite pasal tragedi happen kat k9 kan..
simpati aku kat gal tuh..mesti senanye de betungkus lumus nk selamatkan baby tuh
deliver sensorg nih bkn nye senang..sedih gile lar
ramai org tanye aku bout dat kes..
ntah la, kite senanye patut sedekah fatihah utk roh die n baby..
supaya tenang..

de meninggal ketika melahirkan ank..dlm keadaan yang camtu
mak cik aku kate de dikira berjihad..alhamdulillah..
de simpan baby tu 9 bulan utk dilahirkan, lebih mulia dr de gugurkan awl2 lagi..
ishh..aku terkesn sgt..
aku geram kenapa la bf de tak tolong
atleast bf de kene ade..g la anta hospital..or g la tempat org yang tawu sikit2 pasal besalin..
tapi da tetulis de meninggal cara camtu..
aduyai..da la, tak sanggup nk bayangkan..
semoga die tenang bersama baby de..
amiin..

(",)

ok..now is the weekend without any planning..dull sungguh..
for this few weeks ahead i plan to finish my intern session with lotsa fun..
nk pegi la memane yang boleh hepi2..
because after this..
nek sem nnt, i wish to concentrate on my studies. u noe lah kan..my result pon ke gaung-gaungan this time.
but, how about fella yang promise me heaven sblm intern tu ek..pity me..makan janji rupenye..lupekan lah!
tunggu smpai kertu pon tak jadi agaknye
n when i hd fun with my frens..tak yah la nk menyoal siasat..
lenkali ckp tuh bia supe bikin sikit okey!
teringin lah nk g fraser hill or g tgok teater..plus cam-whoring with galfrens..
jom la gals..kite berronggeng..
n nurul..ko patut blaja cam ne nk uruskn mase...
unless ko nk mood yg baek jd harok je setiap mase..boringlah!

aku kene dtg kenduri kawen org
sbb nnt tade org dtg kenduri kawen aku..
omak yang kato bukan den...
btol gak..
tetibe tebyg camno la kalo mereka dan kuarga mereka je yang memeriahkan majlis
hahaha..
kalo aku ade la dlm 7 org anak beranak tulen..3 ke 2 ke 1 ke anak branak tetibe..
n 6 anak sdr..haha..max..16 org je dtg kenduri aku...haha.
bek maen masak2 dalam master bedroom..

so..conclusion.
aku dtg la kndri kwen kakak sdr dora yana...
tp niat pertama- jumpe dora yana!
niat kedua- bru la nk tgok penantin..haha

ini muke yenki bile nmpk dora yana terbaru---
rindu la dol...bile nk gugu gaga nih!

skg nih da mule meng-gaga..
takutnye bile lect nk dtg n wat presentation dpn de..huwwwaa!!!
utk exam SKMM tuh pon blom redi lagi
no mood to stadi la right now..
even xde perasaan pon nk pegang buku..walaupon buku log harian aku..hahhaha

haaaaaaa...
bile intern kite cite pasal intern la ek..
thanks la to office mates yg slamber n cool2 sumenye kan..(ini bkn satu percubaan membodek..ini hanyalah satu ayat pembodekkan..wakakaka..ok abaikan)
tp seyes tu la yang dirasakan..
few things da dirancang oleh bos that will beri benefits to us kan..
cume ada la mende2 yang yang yang ape ek...tatau la weh.
tatau nk ckp camne..
tp tolong la no msg other than work related msg..
tak suke la...geli geli geli matttttttt la dol!!!!!!!!
huhuhu...

k la later cont update
neway..
to the rock...eaaa..salah2...to the bos yang da discovered my link nih..
u are most welcome to read my entry bos..tp jgn salah phm naaa...
hahaha..
bye!

kepek kepek an

bru aku tau cmne susah jual kepek..
Aku dtg cust. lari..aku wat dunno de dtg plak..wakaka..
Belom lg yg aku ksi tester..de wt muke hina..
Konon melayu classy la.perasaan ko la..
Muke pn loya..nk bajet2..sepak kang.

gagau

sesi berpraktikal sgt best..
even punyelah penat n gaji ciput
tp tade la cuti nih dok melangok kat umh..hee
2 minggu praktikal da round satu johor ikut jalan lama ok..
gile org lem aku.hahha
kkdg boring kat ofis..tepikir nk wat fb tp punyela malas..
da tak minat ar ngn soc. netw.
tp penggemar fb ckp fb more than soc. net...
tatau la plak
bagi aku tugas nye sama..connect peeps through tenet ar kan..
tgok la nnt..klo rajens.

kalo aku tak pikirkan masa depan aku
dah lama aku givap
dah lama aku buat bodoh je.tdo terbongkang.
tapi reason utk bertahan sgt kuat iaitu diri aku sendiri
aku buat utk diri aku bkn utk engkau2
sile gune kepala otak utk pikir
bukan gune kepala lutut.

M.Y.O.B dear friends..Tq

yana dearie!

my dear soulmate..
happy 22nd bday..
may u have many more blissfull years to come
i am soooooooooo lucky and grateful to have u as my super galfren
for all those sweet and bitter memories we've through together,
the secrets and the crazy things that we've shared,
i really appreaciate it
it teach me a lots
the meaning of friendship and love
i miss yana..
i love her..

now i laugh about all that we've lost.
im broke inside
now i cry more than i able to laugh.

to whom it may concern,

i don't want to explain it now because i just want to let u think what u want to think about me. i experienced it before, when i hardly try to explain what is actually happen and soon it make things worse. i don't blame u if u have lots of bad thoughts about me. i don't care or want to know either. not because i try to run or hide, it is more to what good for me, not always good for u. i actually giving u a justice.

to whom that doing shit things,

i try to be nice to everyone, i know its hard but i always try. if u feels uncomfortable on what i'm doing, just dont make urself alert on me. u can keeep ur eyes wide open but i advice u to shut ur big mouth. i dont aspect u to be nice to me because everybody know, u cant. even if u pretend to be, still i can see it. if u think u are good enough to talk bad about others then please have a pleasure on doing it. but later, if somebody else talking shit about u, dun dare to burst. people say, u get back what u give. this is not a memo of me going berserk. atleast now. it is something that i dont want to happen to me. i am not the one who feels misery on silly things like u do. so dont bother to try lah dey. its a waste.

betul betul betul!

upin ipin
must watch movie for tis month.
asek full ouse je cite nih..sume seat penoh..temasok la yang plg depan
i've watched it dengn family and of cuz my little mascots
the movie itself was brilliant plus dengn memacam kerenah dak2 dlm cinema tuh.klaka mmg..
believe me susah nk concerntrate senanya when budak2 keep asking questions
about tis and that..
questions that most of it not related to the movie...so it takes us to think the answer so that there are no chances for them to keep asking question again n again..
by the tyme nk pikir n jawab da tukar scene laen da upin ipin nye...haha
susa tau!sort of KBKK!!!
and lesson learnt-give short and direct answer.(+ nada malas nk layan lgi bagus)
blom lg yang tak reti2 nk dudok dediam..nk susu la plak..nk g toilet..tak nk dok kat seat nk dok kat tangga..layan...n lagi parah..
bile ade yang ckp tak nk tgok tv yang nih la!!
hahaha..
tp tuh sume yng dk2 kecik la...yang da besar ckit ok je..sbb dorg da phm hee..
best2..sgt best..g ar tgok.
yang MATANG cam ayah n abg(hehe) pon ckp ok..kire ok la tuh!!!

encek AHYAT!!

SELAMAT ULANGTAHUN KE-54
pjg umur dan murah rezeki selalu ayah!
syg ayh..

yoge!

spotted!
mr mulut maju truss sleeping while mr musa mokji giving his lecture!

sy akan berubah

test MICROWAVE yg pening lalat
lepas sudey, markah dijangka ciput sbb aku baik hati berkongsi2 ngn rerakan..

pasni kelas DSP
bwk printed lyrics james morisson..nk karok secara solo molo semasa mr musa mokji mengajar

mlm nnt kelas MICROP
nk tgok dinding setembus menembus yang mungkin.."aku tak phm la gemok" bak kata rakan karib..bkn aku yang kata ok..

skang nih
nk tdo

sekarang panas
aku tak suke
pening kepala
taley tdo...taley tak tdo
taley wt sume2 mende pon
sgt tak selesa
doa utk jam seterusnya dan esok2 yang tak berapa panas jom!

itukah rasanya ....

owwwhhhh..sgt hepi...
hati aku sangat berbunga sekali..
utk kepertama kalinya aku cuba..nmpknya cam ok ...=)
dan akhirnya..dapat gak la merasa nikmatnya
menunggang motosikal!!!!!
thanks uits...tq dye..tq sume sume!!!!
hahahaha..
sgt xcited.
balik bilek tepon mak...gtau da pndai bwk moto
pot pet pot pet pot pet
amek ko sebakul ngomelan.
mwah2x!!hee
syg mak..

love is in the air

i love u gals
mwahhh!!
xoxoxoxokja...
lol..

another day ..

life is a journey to seek for a happiness;
and to lose other happiness at the same time;
in life, we never can't always get all that we want;
life is about to determine your choice;
or don't have any choices at all...


happy holiday dear friends..=)

sgt tertekan.

actually tatau pon stress sebab ape..
tp knp mende yang aku tak buat aku gak yang kene tanggung
rse cam bukan salah aku pon
knp cam sume org pon cm tade nk rse kesian kat aku ek..
emosi sungguh dah ni..
aku je yang kene pikir kan org ke????

tadi down gile..
senanye dr semalam pon
bile tau laptop kene repair cost smpai 1000 lelebey..
jd cam frust sgt2..tapi try control
tak nk pikir2..enjoy kan diri

tp td pg bile akak kata tak ley amek aku kat utm..
sebabnye kunci sume kete hilang + ngn kunci umh sekali
aku rse mmg da tak ley thn
mmg perlu di hamburkan sume air2 dlm mata nih.eheh
sebabnye...reason tuh nmpk cam bodo..
lelagi bile tade sape yg cube nk trgkan kat aku wut act happen kat umh tu
atleast ckp la knp sume tuh bole ilang
org masok umh ke
umh masok toyol ke
lupe letak ke..ape2 la kan...
ni tak... sume pon DIAM je!!!!!!
fuh..lagi la sy emosi.

hmm...
tp skang sume pon da ok sikit..
aku da kembali normal
dan kunci2 yang hilang tuh bkn sebab toyol or manusia2 len
tp sebab sarah!!!!!!!
de sembunyikan kunci2 tuh sebab nk revenge ngn kakak ipar aku ..
de tak puas ati sebab de tak pat ikot dorg kuar d nite before..
pg td sume tanye de ade nmpk kunci tak
bole de blakon innocent..
pastu bile saiko sape jumpe kunci dapat adiah,toys,eskem sume
baru la de konon2 tau kat ne kunci tuh..
huuu..tak tau la aku nk comment ape..lu pikir la sndr

adoih!
saket jiwe aku.
huuu...sebaek la sarah manusia yang kecik..

fuh!

wello frenz..
Long tyme no c meyh..
Sgt sedey la laptopku jd cm2.
Sebaek dpt gakla on9 gune memember nye lappie..
N now..cube teka im posting using wut?!!!
Yeah rite!!
My dearie mwah2 N95! My saviour..hee.
K,later update lg..sebenarnye bru tau cr phy. Add hs ni..haha..
Tata.tc.