bile org yang kuat semangat putus asa, aku jadi risau
bile org yang berani jadi takut, aku jadi makin risau
bile org yang cekal jadi sedih, lagi lah aku risau
bile org yang tabah menangis, aku join sekali menangis.

aku tahu mesti org yang kuat semangat, berani, cekal dan tabah pun akan risau dan menangis.

first day sleeping at home with the empty room next door :((

i cant believe i'll react like this at this moment. when abg first decide to move to his new house, i felt nothing. it was something that didn't affect/ distract me after all.. but when the time finally come. i feel the deep lost inside me. u know, he is the one who i can talk until late with, the one i stayed up with the most, the one that understand me and my anger, the one who i willing to share all my happiness with and abg who really help me and family a lot! yaa, officially today, my abg now turns into a grown up man. live with his own family in his own house. i'll absolutely miss you, especially the moment which i always and never forget to say 'hye abang~' .that is my habit every time when i met u at home, simply when i go upstairs and saw u sat there at your computer corner.. automatically, i'll say 'hye abang'. i dunno whether u realized it or not. but i cant help not to do that over and over again. i assume that as my simplest treat to lighten all the burden u hold inside by yourself. to let you know, i understand and care about you even when your other half not( no offense here). i absolutely will mis you and thanks for all support and happiness u gave us all this while. this is your turn to rule your own life.stay strong. many more bless from Allah to you. love you. *emoemoemo*

erm, setia indah is not that far anyway... hehe

Something left, undescribed.

Another fake alarm for this pity heart. Let me face it, now. Let me deal with it, now. Letting all these fade away to the black dark somewhere that i cant reach forever..

Pemikiran pemikir.

Kita minta sesuatu daripada pencipta,sesuatu yang terbaik utk kita.. setelah dia memberi ape yang kita minta.. Kita pula persoalkan apa yang diberi kerana bukan sesuatu yg diberi itu yang kita mahu atau idam untuk miliki. Siapa kita utk mempersoalkan tentang pemberiannya?siapa kita untuk hakimi pemberiannya? Sesuatu yg diberi oleh nya adalah yang terbaik utk kita. Persoalannya, adakah kita percaya pada kuasa dan kebijaksanaannya mengatur kita?
Dia itu kan maha segala maha dalam segala sifat.