forgive and forget.why so hard?

forgive and forget
word that commonly said.
this is the last way for us to have the strength to move on.
what else we can do, everybody make mistakes..
most important is how we deal with it..someone said that to me..
the barrier to do forgive and forget is actually ourself..
it's a good advice, but its not that practical..easy for them to say it..but not to practice it..
yup..we are human being.
we tend to be right when anyone wrong us,
when someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back..
believe me..dont blame ourself or others if they do that
its not wrong.its nature.its what life teach us.
that's what real human do to protect themself.
and that's the reason why its hard to forgive and forget
not easy as they say..not easy as we listen.
but at the same time, without that..nothing gonna change
no wounds heal, old score wont settle.
the most we can hope for
is one day we are lucky enough to forget
atleast...
if we unable to forgive..

it's a new moon lah korang!

ppl who dont like..

dont hv to watch and dont hv to talk la..

actually ceritanya jiwang...mmg motif utama cerita tu bg aku ialah cinta or kasih sayang..

so jgn expect lebey la ok...tak yah la beranggapan macam cerita fiction ke epic ke...

mmg simple..

tp in this new episode, the most terkesan is when jacob(one of the werewolves) seems very determined to win bella...he tried everything to please bella..

most of his script are powerful to show such great love he carries for bella...

die pun tak putus asa, and paling menyentuh dan meruntun perasaan

even die tak dapat bella, die takde pon berbuat jahat pada bella(in this case cam make up story yang bukan2 psl vampires...and die pun bagitahu hal yang sebenar....)

he tells bella the truth...and even buat tuh sume untuk jaga bella...

sgt baik hati...sgt budiman...sgt lelaki

even, bella ckp

'i love you, but please dont make me choose...because i will choose him(edward)...'

die tetap try to protect bella smpai edward sendiri said like this

'thank you for protecting bella, when i'm not here....'

owh ye kawan2, edward refuse utk teruskan perhubungan dgn bella with reason bella is not good enough for him..

mmg la de buat reason tuh utk selamatkan bella dr dunia vampire de...tp ttp la aku frust.
mcm tuh je de tgglkan bella, and bile jacob da jage bella, and de plak cam tersalah faham yang bella da mati..

de cam nk create sin(expose diri de yang cam crystal tu depan public) so die akan dibunuh oleh vampires yang power kat italy...alahai lembik btol...

poster pun clear nmpk yang jacob lagi hero kan??hee

back to jacob, yup he used to look like red indian before..
before he joined the werewolves gang and hv his hair cut
with his long black hair ,sharp eye and eyebrow..looks as he is beautiful man..but mmg btol pon..hensem ah!!
pastu teringat plak mase dulu2...aku paling benci org pggl aku red indian
sebabnye...

aku belah tgh rambut, mata sepet, kulit cam coklat berkilat..wakakak..so org pgl red indian...

tp kawan kawan bile da tgok jacob!owh hell yeah!silelah la pgl saya red indian lg i rela you!wakaka...sgt cool je de okey!
selepas die join the club pon de masih hensem la kan...tp tak sedecent dulu.. tak caye?tgok ar pic nih..

before

after..

soal-tanya

hari ini sebelum kita mengatakan kata kata yang tidak baik
fikirkan tentang seseorang yang tidak dapat berkata-kata sama sekali

sebelum kita mengeluh tentang rasa dari makanan
fikikan tentang seseorang yang tidak punya apapun untuk dimakan

sebelum anda mengeluh tidak punya apa-apa
fikirkan tentang seseorang yang meminta minta di jalanan

hari ini sebelum kita mengeluh tentang hidup
fikirkan tentang seseorang yang meninggal terlalu cepat

dan di saat kita letih dan hidup dalam kesusahan
tersenyum dan berterima kasihlah kepada tuhan kerana kita masih hidup


lumrah manusia tidak pernah puas dengan kepunyaan sendiri
lumrah manusia tidak pernah hargai apa yang dimiliki
&
lumrah manusia adalah jawapan paling tepat untuk segala persoalan dalam diri

HIMYM

WHAT UP BRO!!!

barney said..

i love this series...HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER
(& i seriously love
how we used to pronounce it huda...kinda british there...lol..perasan nk mampos kott)
glad this comedy series is nominated for sort of best comedies drama i guess...

this show is AWESOME!!!!!
high pitch pleaseee...
haha

making money through world wide web
im thinking bout that in future
imagine money fly to you while u sitting in front of your pc
facebooking,blogging,tumblr and twetting the amount of money gained
wonderful life kan?

lempeng

"ayah tak boley la makan lempeng.....sedih..."

nostalgia ayah rupenye.
sob3x.

miss blackberry promotion

owh why owh why
i want blackberry so much now
please digi come to johor, you and your brilliant promotion
i swear, i'll be the first person queing for my
lovely blackberry!!!!

why must klang????!!!
jauh sgt lah
klo kat melaka bley gak turun..hahah.
nganggup!

nemind,
if not bb,
i choose e71 or e72
cool enough aite.
e72 better la
or ipod touch
or n97
or shut up!

waaaaa
bb,bb,bb
soon,i'll catch u k baby!

p/s: i heard adek akish grab 1 bb curve just for rm99.hmm.
now everybody can hv one lah!
so bb's owner,dun blagak okeyh!wahahaha

the hunchback of notre dame

the loving,
the mild,
the passion,
the kindness,
the gracious,
the sympathetic,

the life,

the hatred,
the anger,
the sorrow,
the hostility
the venom,
the revenge,


huge sighhh

&

last whyyy..

deep and meaningful

no one will understand mr hunchback, except me.
&
they who breathe the same air.

owh whyy.

bonda yang terulung

jika kau tanya:
kenapakah bonda tergamak menipu?

bukan satu jawapan aku boleh berikan:

bonda minta perhatian, ketika bonda sendirian di rumah agam
bonda minta bantuan, saat bonda benar-benar kesempitan
bonda minta perkhabaran, saat bonda benar-benar kerinduan
bonda minta doa, saat bonda benar-benar memerlukan
bonda minta sayang, saat bonda benar-benar kesakitan
bonda minta kasih, saat bonda benar-benar perlu belaian
bonda minta kelembutan,saat bonda benar-benar keperitan
bonda minta keikhlasan, saat bonda benar-benar keinginan

manakah anakanda, ketika bonda sendirian di ruang tamu.
manakah anakanda, ketika bonda sendirian ketakutan akan keberangkalian.
manakah anakanda, ketika bonda sendirian kelenguhan
manakah anakanda, ketika bonda sendirian menahan kepanasan

jgn mengalirkan airmata nanti kerana penyesalan
jgn mengalirkan airmata nanti kerana ketidaksempatan

kerana nanti itu kini
kerana kini bonda telah pergi

rindu nenek lagi dan lagi

go bla bla 2

their own opinions.
it doesn't have to matter you, anyway

go bla bla..

why people always say that everybody has their very own opinion.
and later,after two minute talking bout it
they get pissed because you tell them yours
fucking blaberss

aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!?????!!!!

konfius
mungkin?
lemah
mungkin?
na ah
shut up

techno ruins

knp aku harus gembira
knp ada skype
knp ada webcam
shittos

adios

picture talking(1)

this is what i want to include in my blog from now on.
present to you
'the picture talking'

ok, what im going to do is to talk about
anything related to the photos that i posted
anything i remembered at that scene & yes everything!
n pretty sure its pictured how bored i am when creating this post..
HAHA

ok this piece was taken on October 18th
and snap by the person i love most besides my family and gfs
(siap explain..nnt ade yang kecik ati)
hee..
yes, picture lies..and i am totally not that happy..
with that big smile.its fake.
well people, im excellent in pretending good while im not actually..
i guess that is why i still mentally strong for whatever came across my life
(ok.sgt tipu)

back to business,
yana and me were at one of the place that brings us into the state of hell nervousness..
i dont know why..
when i look at others, they're totally calm
but both of us just..
dup dup dup..beating hard baby
dont know if its just me..but i gotta feeling yana feel it too..kan?

and yes,
this place put me into high level of curiosity as well
i want to know, whats inside,
the peoples, the atmosphere and life there.
and from what they told me, its sounds all bad
yup, its freakin true!!!
pity u darl..

and, the moment picture was taken
my mind keep and keep thinking of those things
but to not let anyone morally down
i present my big,huge,sincere but fake smile to whoever snap this pic
thanks,
it ended up very beautiful and brilliant!
i love it.

on that day,
im wearing the same cardi that i wore for the last 5 days..geeheee
yana, wore a top from my blogshop,
somebody wearing jeans shirt..wakakaka
the last day till today, i ever met the person i stated above..
im holding my tears for almost every minutes there.

ok,enough for this pic
till we meet for the next









miss you.