Good Luck Eju!

5.27am mungkin phone call terakhir aku received dari Eju until jumaat minggu depan. Die n kwn2nya ade practical practice kat hutang simpanan triang, N9 yg mungkin terakhir sebelum die tauliah bulan satu ni..huu..seingt aku, last aku rse sedih disebabkan sayu masa mak aku nk g umrah dulu..macam2 feeling bercampur baur... n now, i can feel the same feeling as before bile Eju call ckap nk bertolak... Ya Allah, lindungi la dia..selamatkanlah die dr segala bahaya dan kejahatan..Amiin...huhu...no msgs, no phone calls, no video calls, even worst no news from him..mcm mane la nk survive seminggu ni..cepat la tauliah Eju, even org ckp after tauliah lagi susah, tp mase tu mungkin u da get used in everything and bukan dlam learning process lagi..Haih...( - -"). RISAUNYEEE.....

i hope that i can live normally for this whole week..kamu org kuat, ezla!!!..arghh!!,Grrrr!!!,Huhhh Huhhh!!!...kuatkan?hhehe..bila la aku nk terbiasa dengan hidup mcm ni...mungkin lagi setahun, due, tiga, sepuluh tahun..atau mungkin aku takkan penah phm dengan kerjaya die. i shud support him, aite?i will support him in whatever for my entire life...even kalo ditakdirkan jodoh tak pjg sekalipon.. U deserved everyone's support dear.. i shud be more positive as you, more optimis, confident and tough as you.

My dear Eju, pls take care.. tolong jaga eju utk saya org2 N9, seluruh isi alam di hutan simpan triang...pls pls pls take care of eju for me. i'll wait for you here ok..slamat pergi n pulang (huwaaaa...sedih!), selamat balik jb after friday ni eh( eheh!cuti raya aji)..jangan makan smbal kacang n bilis tu byk2..pedas sgt..nnt yak-yak kang...hehe..

ishhh...jgn la tgok i camtu...*blushh*

so, now start my waiting period till friday. will miss you badly dear.Sobs..