A Step for My New Beginning

i am damn nervous now u see...officially this is my first official job.start from today, i'll work as someone slave @Venture company..i dont hv any ideas about my job prospect, i even not interested in engineering related works. but im the one who are not choosy in this job matters you know. all the opportunity come with reasons, i grab it for the sake of experiences and  knowledge. working is not new to me..i always work by myself. deal only with me and me.and i have no problem working in a group..i listen and learn. whatever it is..this is totally new because before this its kinda straight forward business biznesses. and whatever i must face today are something that beyond my imagination.i dont know if i can work with dead, boring, stone electronic devices.owh god!help me.give me the strength.

and talk bout that. i hv to work from 8am to 6 pm daily.so, i better sleep..y am i so nervous.yyyyy?????somehow i can feel that im not born as an engineer...i fooled myself in this field all the yrs during my studies..and now, u expect me to work it this not working engineering aura in me????i must try i said once,twice and never ends.

all check!all done.my attire, my bag, my shoes.err,,anyway, what bag shud i bring eh?that can fits all the stuff..praying clothes, laptop, file, purse, pencil case, and most poyos my organizer...huwaaa....
ok till now.c ya!
xx.nites.