i said so i hate 9

its 837 still no him. me trembling hard.

its 840 i saw him. me smile huge.

i passed the 9. miserable me.

if i hv power to stop the clicking time.

i fail myself, sure.

thnks having me for yr weekend.happy back to work.

may success be with you forever dear.

29th may of 2010

it was not sad

it just some part that i don't want it to be happen again in future

the day came out to the end 

it was splendid and blissful

thank you for being such you

thank you for able to teach me what is what and which is which

thanks for being parts of my twenties

i'll never let this go and fade

i'll never loose the shape

u're there to keep it strong

u're here to survive this and  that

u're always special pls dare not to forget

with times we'll learn, with times we'll connect

happy birthday to me.happy turning 23.
may many more wonderful years waiting for us

thanks.its 23.sweet.





i seriously x want to face 0900hrs sunday. i hate it. im not good to deal with that.
till we meet again next ya.tc!

rejoicing time

my weekend was totally awesome.

had very nice outing with him.

watched 3D SHREK-yippieeeeeeee..so excited lah!

tutti-frutti-ing 

first time for subway

bought nice loose kemeja for R24.9-yeayyyy for me!!!

ok.thats all.

 burok cam berok kite kan..tatau la, org len gune 3D spec ni comel je.
kite pulak cm burok semacam je kan wak..

thanks for the wonderful breakfast ya.

hope to see you this week.okkk...i know, i shudn't put high hope on this.

bubye u and u.

tc!

p/s : going back to jb with my geraham teeth growing inside my mouth was damn painful. like this teeth wanna eat everything inside including my gum, all my tissues and even my tongue. adeh!

my new baby

correction.
new babies coming in soon..owh God give me ability to learn fast and make a wise decision.
im kinda a monkey there with them, senior engineers.they're so powerful like i was amazed if they explained me something.the moment they ask me, everything gone...huwaa..help me on this pls..

and, technician ask me why i dont want to say something like
"ok im yr new engineer...im the one who punctual, serious in work, tidy blablabla..., so i want u all to follow my way"

my react:

1. the truth is i dont know that is the common way to introduce yrself in working field because i never had any experience to be a leader and worst, a leader with less knowledges and skills compared to them

2. i am grateful that they all are free from the un-pleasant odor.. hehehhe..so its enuff for me.

3. i feel so small because i hv no experience on hands on even i hv my degree..compared to them..they hv only diplomo(india version of diploma..ahaks.) and imagine if i am a master graduate student without any working experience.owh.owh..the expectation is high u know.

and yes, thats all. my 3 days work-ing experience.
cya, xx

first and first

my first day basically was as expected. half of the day spent for the orientation and induction session.. the rest of my time spent for welcoming session. ok. my first impression for my work scope was like omg, this is so hard..there are atleast 8 products under my supervision. so freaking nervous dowh!.

and the most un-comfortable thing is that my cliques were all man and most of them are malay.aduh!i feel no good there. and my technical officer which helps me for the product testing are all man and all indian. owh this is great...what a good combination here..mati~~

*i dont understand sepatah haram what they said to me just now maybe because im in shocked lah, but luckily they were all free YAYA!!!yeayyyyyy...works heaven..=))*

and aft long hours explanation bout here and there. serious la sgt takut for tomorrow..what i gonna through for tomorrow and can i survive that???fuhhh...and some more, the person in charge just now tell me that there are some problem regarding team working and politics in my production team.they dont usually offers u help and even sometimes act harshly. Ya Allah..lagi berdegup2 jantung

and, yes because of im the only one girl in the engineer team, instead of be at the same partition with the rest...my boss temporary  transfer me to the office... i asked till when?he said...until u know them and u're ready..dush...suda..takut lagi...

haa...nemind la.tomorrow i wanna start working with the most bodoh face know nothing about the issues there u know. pls gentlemen dont buli women ok...be good to me plsssssss....and, this is my work station.messy lah,..because i rampas somebody's place...mr yang's...sori mr, boss asked me to sit inside the office..i hv to obey. ahahha..

and the monitor..aduh..sadis..no wireless connection there...and all sorts by system..huge SOBS SOBS SOBS...i need phone with internet now..pls pls..and yes, i can only be reached by skype...yg len di banned for the sake of bla bla bla...add me on skype=eezzllaa

and yeah!i can wear jeans!i loike that...jeans with whatever...preferable la...weh, nk tdo.tomorrow one more early day for me..salam...nanite all!tc cause i care...

p/s: my mom and dad da selamat sempunakan umrah wajib..alhamdulillah.happy for them.doakan mereka selamat k..